Oh So Sore

I have been trying to push this last week with the workouts and I think I got carried away with the squats. My butt is so sore...I can barely walk up the stairs. I had to take today off and I will be working out twice tomorrow. Today hasn't been that great with the whole meal plan. That's probably because I didn't really have a plan. That is never a good thing. Yesterday was good. I ended with about 1400 calories. Today I am already to 900 and the day isn't even halfway over. I guess I will be having soup for dinner since it is very low in calories.

I have been too scared to weigh myself. It sounds ridiculous but it has such an effect on my mood that I just haven't been willing to do that to my family again. I weigh myself at home but I have one of those really cheap scales with the "dial" numbers. It's really hard to tell what the actual number is. It is also usually 5 pounds less than what the gym scale says. But according to my home scale I am 147. My goal weight is 140. There...I said it...now you know my numbers.

So I didn't quite hit my goal but I feel good. I have worked hard this week and will continue for the next few days. Oh yea...I bought some jeans at Banana Republic the day after Thanksgiving as a Christmas present for myself. They are a size 10 and they fit great when I bought them. Now I can't wear them because I can put them on and take them off without undoing the button!!! I even tried washing them to shrink them a little and they are still falling off. It's a good thing - I just don't have any jeans that fit (not complaining about it, though).